Letting go of God
Posted: January 8th, 2008, 3:36 pm
I made this a separate topic, because it seems to me we misunderstand the meaning of this often repeated requirement for the intellectual, or understanding, approach toward God. It is an essential step to take, if one approaches spiritual understanding intellectually, as opposed to devotionally. If the latter, which is an emotional method, then there is no need to let go of God, because the devotional path is only and simply devotion to God, with the mind focused on the image of God, to the exclusion, eventually, of everything else, at which time, the devotee BECOMES the object of his or her devotion. This was what, for example, Saint Francis achieved toward the end of his life through devotion. It is what Jesus did and was, and what he promised his disciples as a result of their devotion to God (either in the form of Jesus, or in any other form of God) as well. It is what Jesus also meant by God is within, or God is closer than your heart.
The intellectual approach has the same goal, or ending, as the devotional, to find God within, but is approached with intellectual understanding (mind) as opposed to devotion (heart). None is better than the other, just different strokes for different folks. The requirement to let go of God is to stop the mind from interfering with the on-going de-conditioning of the mind, which is the purpose of the intellectual approach. Said another way; if we wish to find God within, by understanding, then those concepts of what God is, or those expectations, all created by mind, get in the way of the purification of the mind, which said another way is to clean up the mind so that God shines forth through us in a kind of “default” if you will. (It is “programmed” to occur, it is what we ARE already, by default, but if there are other pre-existing conditions, or “programs”, superimposed, then obviously, the default can’t operate.)
The purification of the mind is the letting go of concepts, including God, in order to clean the window through which we see God (the window being the mind.) So, letting go of God is not necessarily stating that there IS no God, but it is stating that so long as we have concepts of God (which are conditioned thoughts, and therefore by extension, limited), the brightness of God in reality (truth, God, reality, or whatever we call it), cannot shine forth, because it is obscured by the chatter of mind’s thoughts, and limited by that chatter. God is unlimited, and to be allowed full expression of that unlimited state, we must stop limiting God. If we are limited, (if we have limited ourselves by use of the limited mind concepts) how can non-limitation shine through a limited mechanism? The mechanism of limitation is, obviously, mind concepts, thoughts.
Since, in the case of the intellectual approach, understanding or Realization occurs through the mind, but that understanding comes from “beyond” the mind, or in spite of the mind, the mind is the major source of obstruction, which, in fact, is what is also bypassed through devotion, but by means of focus upon God, to the exclusion of all else. Both methods act similarly in this way.
So, it seems to me that there IS God, but not the limited concepts that most of us have about God, and it is those concepts that need letting go. And to find God within, which is the goal of all spiritual effort, the mind -- which is the source of concepts, confused, separated, and limited, and therefore, ignorance, or misunderstanding, and thereby is the obstruction toward true understanding -- needs to be cleaned up and shut up…put in its proper place!
If we look deeply at both these methods, we will find that surrender is the primary, and probably only, requirement for success. The devotee surrenders all of his or her life in pursuit of God, including secondarily her mind and body, but firstly, her heart and emotions. The intellectual must also surrender completely, but her surrender is by means of a conscious or knowledgable relinquishment of her attachment to mind and body, rationally realized, by understanding, in pursuit of God as well. One is done with the heart, or emotions, the other done with the mind, or intellect. In other words, it is one’s belief in one’s knowledge that gets in the way for the intellectual. I think it was Nisargadatta that believed that educated people had a tougher time with realization than the lesser educated, in finding God, just because of the reliance we place on intellectual solutions to problems. It is a kind of conceit of the mind. In the final analysis, both devotional love of God, and intellectual pursuit of God require relinquishment of the mind’s dominance and position, to allow God to shine forth. Remember God is always there shining forth, it is only we who believe we can’t see it because we have been told it is outside there, somewhere, and it is that very basic belief that obscures God from us. Quite frankly, I believe that this is what the “Fall” refers to, and that is all the Fall is about.
The intellectual approach has the same goal, or ending, as the devotional, to find God within, but is approached with intellectual understanding (mind) as opposed to devotion (heart). None is better than the other, just different strokes for different folks. The requirement to let go of God is to stop the mind from interfering with the on-going de-conditioning of the mind, which is the purpose of the intellectual approach. Said another way; if we wish to find God within, by understanding, then those concepts of what God is, or those expectations, all created by mind, get in the way of the purification of the mind, which said another way is to clean up the mind so that God shines forth through us in a kind of “default” if you will. (It is “programmed” to occur, it is what we ARE already, by default, but if there are other pre-existing conditions, or “programs”, superimposed, then obviously, the default can’t operate.)
The purification of the mind is the letting go of concepts, including God, in order to clean the window through which we see God (the window being the mind.) So, letting go of God is not necessarily stating that there IS no God, but it is stating that so long as we have concepts of God (which are conditioned thoughts, and therefore by extension, limited), the brightness of God in reality (truth, God, reality, or whatever we call it), cannot shine forth, because it is obscured by the chatter of mind’s thoughts, and limited by that chatter. God is unlimited, and to be allowed full expression of that unlimited state, we must stop limiting God. If we are limited, (if we have limited ourselves by use of the limited mind concepts) how can non-limitation shine through a limited mechanism? The mechanism of limitation is, obviously, mind concepts, thoughts.
Since, in the case of the intellectual approach, understanding or Realization occurs through the mind, but that understanding comes from “beyond” the mind, or in spite of the mind, the mind is the major source of obstruction, which, in fact, is what is also bypassed through devotion, but by means of focus upon God, to the exclusion of all else. Both methods act similarly in this way.
So, it seems to me that there IS God, but not the limited concepts that most of us have about God, and it is those concepts that need letting go. And to find God within, which is the goal of all spiritual effort, the mind -- which is the source of concepts, confused, separated, and limited, and therefore, ignorance, or misunderstanding, and thereby is the obstruction toward true understanding -- needs to be cleaned up and shut up…put in its proper place!
If we look deeply at both these methods, we will find that surrender is the primary, and probably only, requirement for success. The devotee surrenders all of his or her life in pursuit of God, including secondarily her mind and body, but firstly, her heart and emotions. The intellectual must also surrender completely, but her surrender is by means of a conscious or knowledgable relinquishment of her attachment to mind and body, rationally realized, by understanding, in pursuit of God as well. One is done with the heart, or emotions, the other done with the mind, or intellect. In other words, it is one’s belief in one’s knowledge that gets in the way for the intellectual. I think it was Nisargadatta that believed that educated people had a tougher time with realization than the lesser educated, in finding God, just because of the reliance we place on intellectual solutions to problems. It is a kind of conceit of the mind. In the final analysis, both devotional love of God, and intellectual pursuit of God require relinquishment of the mind’s dominance and position, to allow God to shine forth. Remember God is always there shining forth, it is only we who believe we can’t see it because we have been told it is outside there, somewhere, and it is that very basic belief that obscures God from us. Quite frankly, I believe that this is what the “Fall” refers to, and that is all the Fall is about.